Insanity of waiting - poetry

In nobody’s space I wait for noone

At my reserved corner

Naked in the naked cold

I seek for a blanket of hope

And I thought I still have enough friends

Space suddenly covers me

And I surrender insanely surpirsed

The feeling of troubled need betrays me

As I wait at the last station

Nobody comes neither your forgotten shadow

Slowly I stand up and do not knpw where to go

Because freezing has melted in one with the night

We become one, friend and enemy in one

I betrayed you as I knew what else to do

You know that waiting always has droven me crazy

I wait, neither you, nor she, nor anybody else comes

Tell me how should I not go crazy